I was at Thomson today and I started wondering should I really shift over? Oh yeah, I should fill you in that my parents once asked if I don't mind shifting to Thomson to live with my granduncle and rent out our house here at Tampines. Of course it sounds tempting, it'll provide me faster access to Republic Polytechnic and to town. Thomson has as many basic facilities and necessities available in order to survive in this mundane life of mine. Also the rented house back at Tampines will prove to provide a satisfiable income. The mall, Junction 8, is also expanding and constantly upgrading which makes it competitive to the 3rd upcoming mall of Tampines called, Tampines One. All in all, Thomson would definitely prove to be a logical choice.

So is it a tough choice?

However the decision was already made the moment I thought about it. Made by none other than my bros, my best friends and other great friends living near a place where I already call home. I know too many loveable folks here in the East, and I can't bear to live far from them. Hahaha, I sound as though I'm moving overseas. But seriously, home is where the heart is. And to leave Tampines is to leave my heart behind. I may have stayed at the house at Thomson in my toddler years, but Tampines is where I grew up to understand the world around me. I'm just glad my parents feel the same way about Tampines, and deicded that we should stay here afterall.

I would like to take this opportunity to apologise to all I know, for whoever I was. Someone who was in his own world. Someone who was too naive to take things seriously or correctively. Just someone who wasn't entirely in his right mind. Hahaha. I know who I was, and I was all but realistic. I want to ensure you, I've changed for the better, and my intentions has always been and will always be out of what I felt was right. Different people, different perception (DPDP). That's what they always say, and that's what is always right. I am still striving to being the best of myself and the road is long. But so what?

"What do you want to be when you grow up?"
"Happy."

Maybe you're the one who would make the best out of me. You were the only one who opened my eyes to a new light. But looking from how things are now, we're so far from where we started but so far from I wanted. But what you want should matter more I guess... You're making a mess, running through my mind.

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